no air..

i thought it's not possible for me to feel this way, and yet, this is how i feel whenever you're out of reach. at times i thought i could go on without you, but most of the time, I'm hoping that I don't have to live a day without you. many times, I've explained to my self that this isn't right, that i should just turn away from you,yet just the thought of losing you altogether sucks the life out of me. I've tried to get away, one time i even convinced myself that i am better off without you,but the convincing wasn't good enough, because i am here again.

i am not okay, i don't want to be just another girl. i want to be your only girl. i know its not even close to being possible.it is too far from the reality. i even think that you're no longer capable of loving me. To you, i'm just some girl who fell so in love, you don't even recognize the pain that i am feeling, every time you take my breath away. I've been under your spell for too long, i know you;re not even asking me to love you, it's not your fault that i am hurting, i made my choice when i chose to love you endlessly.

you're the only one who can make me feel like this. nobody has ever surpassed your majesty. i would have given everything to erase the memories of you, but i keep on forgetting to forget about you...